staying at home makes me feel old and lazy.
Starting to clear my table (or wad's left of it lOls) and drawers...then i realize i have so many old coursepacks ahHHhhHHH. missed the magical weeks to sell them away and so there's no room for my new coursepacks nor my new storybooks (dey're not new, bought in June but the wrapper's not off yet).
There's this notepad that comes free with P.S I Love You (which is not a really a great storybook in my opinion despite being a best seller cos i find it draggy and I lost myself 2/3 of the way). I always have the tendency to keep things I like and not use them until dey're toO old/ dusty lOls. same goes for some of the stickers I've kept with me for over 10 years because i couldn't bear to rip it off and stick it somewhere...or the deck of cards I collected from airplanes oh! and candles, given by people/ friends who look so pretty and nice tt dey'll b a waste to be burnt off just like that.
there're many old stuff (and new old stuff) spluttered all around my room and wad am i going to do with them? First of all, there're the cards my work colleagues gave me for farewells and there's the candle given by Flyer and the Flyer 080808 cert lOls (which my parents are quite excited over)
there's also the neoprints I took with my friends/bf during our schoOl days & we look pretty much like shit; now neoprints are sooo outta fashioned thanks to camwhore digi cams.
And there're also other things when you look and you felt a sense of nostalgia: my macau tower ticket lOls, the paper cranes folded and kept in 12 individual boxes made from construction paper (which I was complaining @ tt time for him not keeping me company), the shiny shimmery paper stars, the purple windchime my parents were afraid will fall and cut my body one day -_-'''.
I'm also a receiver of stuff toys: the orangey orange thing which i called Marmalade, the small lil blue checkered bear with my birthdate on it, 3 winnie the poohs, my big turtle Pudding, my 2 legged dog DooDoo which is shaped like a small bolster (and people said it was cute when i lugged it to Japan that time) and Tatty bear whose leg really got torn oOps.
Wow that's quite alot of stuff given by people who used to love me. I wonder what happened to them now?
and stupid Nylon Chen's song kept playing in my head lOls. perhaps I've grown a little older again~
